Broken Hearted And Refreshed

For Memorial Day weekend, I was given the opportunity (Thanks, Zach!) to drive to upstate New York to visit my bestest friend in the whole wide world. We met during my second year of college when we had jobs that required us to have training together. From the second we had our first conversation we were hooked. She told me this weekend that after we hung out the first time, “I was like, yup! She’s my new best friend.”

Some people just connect. It’s more than shared interests, trust, and the ability to have fun together (though we certainly have all of those things); it’s this unexplainable event that occurs. Honestly, I’ve never experienced “love at first sight,” but if I had to call my relationship with Sarah anything it would have to stem from that. We just knew that we would be friends forever. And through everything over the past few years, my pregnancy the year she graduated, her living in Boston and soon New Orleans, we have made it.

We spent the weekend hanging out with her amazing parents, drinking Corona, enjoying the nice weather outside on the back porch.

Being away from Alex, though, was hard. This was the first time I have been away from him for more than a night, which happens pretty regularly with my mom living only a few minutes from us. This was different.

I dropped Alex off with his “Manga” (Grandma) in the early afternoon and made the 6-hour drive North and East. When it came time for his usual bedtime I felt a bit empty, knowing that not only was I not going to be putting him to bed, I also wasn’t going to see him first thing in the morning. I wouldn’t be giving him dinner, breakfast, snacks. There would be no wrestling, no diaper changing, no super-cute kisses. No hand holding.

It was strange. I could stay up late, sleep in, eat without a little mouth asking me for more and more of my food. I could drink beer without worry of Alex deciding he wanted to drink it himself. I could go to bathroom in private!

But I missed him.

When I came home it was a lovely little reunion, regardless of the fact that when he saw me he asked me for “Manga” and to go outside.

Sometimes it takes a little time away to realize just how great things are. I have this awesome little man in my life, and as wonderful as it was to be able to have some adult-only time, I wouldn’t change what I have for anything.

He’s my world.


4 thoughts on “Broken Hearted And Refreshed

  1. you had me at ‘bathroom in private’

    I do understand this … I can’t wait to have alone time and when I do I am lonely and missing my girlys.

  2. I think you have to have the girlfriend time. It’s just the way God made us. There is something special about friendships among girls. I know just what you are talking about – I have that connection with two of my friends. One I moved away from, the other moved away from me. But each time we get together, we can pick up where we left off. It’s great, isn’t it?

  3. Aaawww I can’t wait for my great escape. I get to go to Vegas for three days in Oct, but I know I’ll feel exactly the same as you. I’m still looking forward to going to the bathroom alone though LOL 😉

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